This is it.

I barely update anymore. Sorry.

Oh boy. I did this once. I think it can work for some people, but not everyone. It didn't work for me. Six years was way too much for me. My mom was 23 years younger than my dad. The age difference always bugged her, but she kept going because that was the person for her. She had a difficult time, and it always had bumps. I'm proud that she made it so far up until he passed away five years ago.

tl ; dr

Works for some, but not all. Not for me.

I need to update more, and get new icon thingys.

I should have done a 365 in 2009. That's when I did most of my changing personality, life, etc.

Last week I realized... I am happy with who I am. I love me. This feeling may change in the future, but right now... I'm happy. <3

Also, tonsillitis is trying to come back for the third time. :/ The hell? Seriously? I just got off the previous meds for the 2nd attempt two days ago...

I miss being there. Not only 'cause of Zak and friends, but because the people in general are so damned nice. Wtf... People in Michigan are total assholes (minus my friends <3). Sigh.

I hate being sick. :/ Valentine's Day was great, except that I had/have a cold. T____T Sad.

This is a short month, yes it is. xD I need to find some new icons... o.o I want an Avatar one. It's so difficult to find any groups on LJ for it.. X__x;;

Ohayocon was fantastic. :) I had such a blast. I really hope to go next year as well!

I'm going back to Cleveland this upcoming weekend. :3 Yaay.

And that is all. xD

I'm so sorry that I've been a terrible grandchild. This is probably going to be your last year of life, and I was way too busy hanging out with friends and boys to visit you while you were still coherent. I didn't think it'd end so soon. I'm so sorry. I love you. You don't even really recognize me anymore. If you do, then you can't say it. You're so messed up from all of the strokes you've had throughout the years. I wish I could have been a better grandchild. I'm so sorry. I really do care, even if I have been terrible at showing it. I'm really going to miss you so much. I wish you were more... here... I hope you pass soon so you'll be out of pain. These past nine years have been hell for you... They may have been worth it in the beginning, but this past year.. you've been completely miserable. I haven't been there to make you feel better, even just for a few moments. I love you Opa. You'll always be in my heart.

Did you know I'm actually pretty good at laser tag? Well, now you do. :3

is stuck in my head like no other.  I've been repeating this song for the past hour...  I sure hope I won't get sick of it anytime soon.

I kinda wish my PS2 was here...  Whenever I want to play it, I can't 'cause it's at Aaron's... Sigh.  I just wanna play Kingdom Hearts I and Re:Chain of Memories so I can eventually get to 358/2 Days (which I don't have yet).  It's gonna take a while to get to Re:CoM at the rate I'm going.  Haha...

Isn't she cute? :)  She's a sweetie. <3